Before I decease

 

A hopeless man with a cigarette & a glass of alcohol. Photo by: The Awl website

Where are you my endearment?
I feel forlorn in this strange world
I am unable to depart this life without you
Longing of reunion with you keeps me viable
I don't know what has materialized to me
I don't enjoy nor benefit from anything
After collapsing my world with sorrows
Where are you masking my passion?
I have to face the grieve of disconnection alone 
I don't know if I can subsist with this torment
I wish to see you at least once before I decease