I can see the pain

I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall

I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new

Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever

We were barely holding friendship before together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my life like that
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see it

You decided to go out and make it all right
It didn't work out of course I knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did

I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now I will look back on it all
I will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall

(This poem is related to an event of my real life between a very close friend of mine)